Its Friday November 22nd, 2024 at 2:00 am right on the dot. I have class in 7 hours and 30 minutes.
I've been awake kinda doing nothing. I read through MCR and FOB's wikipedia pages, nothing I dont already know. My phone died so i can't listen to "Golden" on repeat. For some reason created a blog page that I doubt anyone will find or look through. On top of that I'm trying to teach myself Html something that will not go well. The very little HTML I know is from toyhouse and even there I don't exactly try to figure it out.
I don't know my main motivation to make a blog at this moment. Maybe I yearn for Myspace or the early 2000's when everyone was doing this, maybe I just need a place to put everything because I just got out of a releationship and dont know where to put every single thought, maybe im just doing another thing to distract myself from doing my finals, or maybe I just need something to do so I dont think about my ex. There are many possiblities. It also is something I can keep from everyone I know, at least right now. I guess I could just make another Tumblr blog but I'm to worried about people seeing it/i misclick shit all the time.
If people want to know my deepest thoughts they have to search for it... or honestly just talk to me, I'm pretty open about most things. I say that and then not tell anyone when I am upset.
I feel likt there is something in the air. I have had to talk down 3 friends in the last month. It's worrying. Everyone around me is doing poorly and there isn't much I can do about it besides be there. So if I gotta put my shit somewhere else then of fucking well, I will. Besides I think something like this will serve me right (if I even continue it).
I kinda drop things alot of the time. I should continue it, its fun to learn new things and I can do something that isnt work on junior review during my whole winter break. I should probably start looking for a job this winter.... I can hear my roommate snoring in the other room, I hope he is dreaming well. I guess that's it for right now.
A comic I made today due to an event that had rude snobby rich people at my school. Did this instead of working on finals.